I'm back!

Sorry, guys, I was some busy those days, because I am beginning with my final project at school, and now I am preparing stuff to do a leather book, for now I am writing the work on PC but I have already the idea for the book binding.

It will be about creepypastas: I mention some of the most famous of them, like Slenderman and Rake, and I also will illustrate them, I already made some drawings, I will post them soon.

When I will have some progress on my work, I will post it here. 

Thank you for visiting me, I saw that someone have visit my blog from Korea! Wow!! I am glad about it! 

  

Cindy James: terrifying case

Sincerly, if you read this, you think that she was mentally ill, and I am one those who think it.

So, let's begin with the story:

In Vancouver, British columbia, in an abandoned house, was found a female body drugged and strangled, her hands and feets were tied behind her back.

The victim was forty-four-year-old nurse, called Cindy James.

Cindy reported nearly a hundred incidents of harassment beginning four months after she left her husband. According to her friend, Agnes Woodcock, she said bizarre notes began to appear on her doorstep.

Cindy also hired a private investigator, changed her last name, moved to a new house, painted her car... 

Through the investigation, there was blood on the driver's side door of the car, and the items of the wallet were under the car. Two weeks later her body was found in an abandoned house It looked like she was brutally murdered. 

The investigation determined that she died of an "unknown event". Cindy's parents never doubted that their daughter was murdered. 

Through the investigation the suspect was her ex-husband, Roy Makepeace. 

The case is unsolved.

Paraphilias

What is a philia? 

A philia is a inconscenous love to something, you may know the pedophilia, love to children (in sexual sense). So there are many of the types, but I would name some srangest of them and maybe not so famous.

1. DGS

DGS, or transcript as Dorian Grey Syndrome, characterized by a man's extreme pride in his personal apperence and the fitness of the physique, also by it narcissistic character traits, and the immaturity of arrested development.

Those people tend to preserve the youth and consume a lot of cosmethic, hair restoration, anti-impotence drugs and cosmetic surgery.

We can see a lot of old man and women that tries to keep the youth, by doing extreme surgeries, putting alot of make-up, .... But seriously, often it seems not so good as they think.

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2. Necrofilia

This is a most famous philia, If someone yet didn't know about it, here you go: 

Necrofilia is a sexual desire for dead bodies. 

Is also seem in animals. Like dolphins.

Pretty creepy!!!

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3. Vorarefilia or canibalism

Armin Meiwes on the right

Armin Meiwes, the most famous case from the Deep web: he was on a forum called "Cannibal café", where people search for each other to being eaten by others or eat another person. Armin was arrested for eat another person, thaat he found in a forum, and this was not a victim, because this person free volunteered for this action . They also made a videotape showing the process of their "meeting". 

I don't know the victim's name, if you want to know, just search a little bit on the internet.

Le Loyon

Le Loyon

There is a creepy man in a gas mask over his face seems to be "haunting" the place.

The witnessess told that they saw the man walking on the same path every day. When he encounter someone, he just stayed and watched the person in silence, and then walk away.

A photographer who tried to took pictures of him, told that he seems to be 2 metres (6'6") in heigh.

Nobody knows why he doesn't speak or wear the mask, maybe he can have  skin desease and because of that he doesn't want people look at him.

Remind me of Slenderman, but in a mask. 

Recomend me movies about mental hosptals, and horrors please

Please, write me

Send me titles about mental hospitals, good ones, not the REC type, or about stupid teenagers.

I would be very thanksfull!!!

Severalls Hospital, England

Just found another hospital, exciting and creepy!

many people dosen't feel anything about abandoned places, but they hang a really special aura, and transmit something !!

There also were done electroshoking therapy and lobotomies, like in all the rest of mental asylums. 

Several of the female patients were committed by their families after birthing bastard children, often the result of being raped.

The hospital opened in 1913, and had shut down in 1997.  

Just a call to the rudeness of some people

I am referring to the rudeness to invalid people, LGBTQ people, some fat people, in the social media and real life.

There was a real case of a sister of the Russian model Natalia Vodyanova, when her sister was at a cafe with her nani and the local owner toke her off, and even called the police, because "she was frightening the costumers off the local". The sister of Natalia Vodyanova is suffering сerebral palsy, and she is 27 years-old.

The case is horrible.

And referring to the LGBTQ people, Russians are just so rude, they just hate them. Even if they say that, "they have the right to be who they want" , they do a + of "but they can't express themself in public, they can't marry, they can't have children, ..... etc." 

And not only Russia, I am talking about Russia because I know the topic and I really met people who directly told me that these people can't exist in our country, but they are talking about tolerance, that we need to love each other, no matter, because we are all humans.

Ok. now you see. 

I am very tolerant, and I, myself, I am lesbian. And it touch my heart always when I hear about it.   

BIID and Cotard syndrome

I first heard about the BIID syndrome from the creepypasta BARBIE.avi

But it really exist. Because of that, this creepypasta turn you to see it even more creepy.

Body integrity identity disorder or BIID. Also refers to amputee body parts. People who had this syndrome, think they would live happier whithout a part of their body.

http://www.biid.org/

Content

I began with posting about games I played, to share it with you, but you could know about them from the TOPs that are expended in the internet.

And then I was posting things about places, real happenings and stuff.

But I would write about things I watched and played, If you don't mind. I will continue to post about interesting places, asylums, real stories...I love it, but I need to share really interesting things with you, so It takes me some time to search, so while I am searching, I will post random things, like games, or movies, or other horror stuff. I will not leave the thematic of the blog, sure, but is just for you to being some relaxed!

Soon I will post something about AHS: Hotel, I think, if some interesting information will come, I will do it.

Thank you so much for visiting me, and I want you to send me interesting things to talk about, if you know some interesting place or something relative to my blog - please share it with me, maybe it would be interesting for the rest of the audience!

Thank you!

Sense8: upcoming 2 season

A good friend recommend it to me, It sounds good, and I watched it.

And I was amazed! So deep stories of each character, with a mystic plot, that connect all the characters.

Is a story of eight strangers, each from different culture and part of the world. They suddenly have a vision of a violent death of a woman called Angelica, and discover they are "sensates": normal humans that are mentally and emotionlly connected.

They are all the same age and share the same birthday, August 8.

The serie is great! When I heard about it, it yet caught my attention, and I was just running through the chapters, all changes very quick, but it's very interesting and captive!))

If you like mystery, anilizing people's lives, traveling through their challanges - I hugely recomend it to you. 

When I first saw the corean woman, It was just... WTF? She seems so quiet, and suddenly.... You need to see that! It shocked me  xD But yeah, the asians!!

Here you have the trailer!

Hope you will like it, and if so - enjoy!!

This fall prepare us really good things to watch!!

New design and other stuff

Hi!

Hope you like this new colour of the blog, I think that it's a good choice because of the topic of the blog, well and because now is beginning of september, rains and climatic change, all need to be calm, and a dark design just bring us another feelings, creates a dark atmosphere, according to the blog!

It's difficult to post everyday, because I want to post original things, I know that most of the dark things are yet posted on youtube, another websites, and another blogs milions ways better than mine, but I do not want to post typical things, you know, so because of that it takes me more time to search and post really dark things, not the typical creepypasta, that just sounds ridiculous.

I know, you may like Slenderman and all this stuff, but it's just another creepypasta to tell. 

I want to post real things, or those creepypastas that might look real, because it really cause us a horror feeling, a fear, you know?

So, thanks for visiting me, awaiting.. It really men a lot for me. 

I really love the horror temathic, but I am not the type of fan, that like "Nightmare before christmas" cartoon, or just post to post something, you know?

I could post a lot more creepy things, they are a lot on the internet. But the point of this blog was posting interesting horror things, videos, tales, real stories, that I like the most, because real stories demostrate us that in our world, are a lot more horrible things than every creepypasta could create.

Orphanates: horror stories

There was sexual abuse and body abuse not only in asylums, but in orphanates too.

This time, the kids are who suffer, without chance to talk about or report it.

Generally, it happened in XX century, but I am not sure about the actual years, but some of them do happened in XX century.

I will mention the worst of them, but you can do a search for yourself to read articles, and have a better idea of that.

1. Ungerini "Home for incurables" (Romania)

Ungerini is just one of the many Romanian orphanages that became flooded with children after former dictator Nicolae Ceausecu banned abortion and contraceptives, and imposed a "celibacy tax" in 1960s. By the 1989, 170,000 children lived in orphanages.

According to Patreascu Peberdy, his early childhood in the orphanage had been a nightmarish experience. He was left tied to a cot that he shared with another boy, Iulian, who later died from the long-term abuse he had suffered.

After Peberdy was adopted, it tool 13 surgeries to correct the deformities he sustained during his years at the orphanage. When his adoptive parents found him, he was suffering from polio and malnutrition, and had been confined to a "dying room".

http://www.nytimes.com/2006/05/10/world/europe/10romania.html?_r=0

2. Mazanovsky Orphanage (Russia, 2013)

You need just to see this, there is a real video from there, sharing how they treated the children.

This orphanate gained notoriety after a footage emerged showing orphans being brutally beaten. In the video, two adolescent "carers" are seen whipping and kicking seven young boys. The video was anonymously realesed to the local media.

When asked about the abuse by another employee at the Mazanovsky orphanage, one of the offenders allegedly said: "I was beaten in the orphanage, and I'm going to beat them too".

Shocking, that's the only thing that could be said.

The video:

Insane asylums of the past

Reading this article, I was just replaying Outlast !! They made it so real, as it was in the past.

Just read the reasons to be admitted in the asylum

1. Lobotomy

It was one of the most used treatements used to patients, it wouls result the patient became zombie, with no expression. 

2. Electroconvulsive therapy

Also known as shock therapy, the patients were subject to electric shocks to numb all their feelings and cure their illness.

2. Horrible conditions

Those who could not control themself, where hold in cages for days or even months or years.

Some asylums held as many as ten times the amount of patients it could hold and some just had only three attendees for these patients, leaving them to sleep in filth and their own excrement.

3. Left naked

The patiets were left naked and with no activity. There was no cleanliness and the patients were left to wallow in their own filth. 

The hospital were build to hold 2500 patients, but hold 6000 with o care and facilities.

4. Unquilifyied staff

There were small number of trained stuff, so they employed help from whenever they got it, no matter of the qualifications.

Blackwell prison hired prisoners to take care of the patients.

And the rest you know, terrible experiments made in patients, terrible facilities> patients were left in darkness at night, 

Asylum stories: most strange "cure" for patients

I always loved to see movies and play games with this genre. My favourite.

I loves playing Outlast, for its story, the stories of the patients, subjected to experiments, when they turn really insane. 

The medicaments sometimes could make the patient feel worst than when it was submitted to the hospital, because of the horrible experiments doctors made on them. Well, those poor patients always suffer the most, because of their illness and because of doctors who make experiments on them.

1. Asylums where doctors prescribed LSD

Dr. Abramson, the former director of research at the Amityville Insne Asylum, was called a Psychiatric Dracula by his collegues for his cruel methods. He would prescribes LSD to his patients.

He was involved in programme called MKULTRA in which he performed mind colntrol experiments for the CIA.

The doctor never told what he prescribed to his patients, so several of them turned addicted.

If you remember, this method was one of the used in Mount Massive asylum, in Outlast.The ones who have read the documents, will remember this.

2. Bethlam Royal Hospital in London

This asylum was desorganized and and insane. The word "bedlam" stands for confusion and noise. This is the oldest asylum in the world, admitting since 1357. Known by atrocious conditions and cruel treatments of its patients.

The public were invited to watch the victims in cages and even poke them with sticks.

3. Pilgram psychiatric center 

Centered in Long Island. Could house as many 14.000 patients at a time. 

This hospital used extremely agressive methods of curing. 

Lobotamy and electric shock therap were the norm. The doctors started using large doses of insulin and metrozol to drive patients into a violent coma, just to be rid of them. 

Most brutal medieval torture devices

The fans of the game "Amnesia: the dark descent", would know about the bull and the Iron Maiden.

And no, I am not talking about the metal band xD

Most of people think that humanity is a good os out world, but those structres just confirm us that it's not.

I always think, that people is just stupid, they create more and more torture machines, when they should think about to create more machines that would help people in medical ways, cience. 

Let's go:

1. The brazen bull

image from the game "Amnesia: the dark descent"

It was designed in ancient Greece. This is a solid piece of brass was cast with a door on the side that could be opened and latched. The victim would be placed inside the bull and a fire set underneath it until the metal became literally yellow as it was heated. The victim would then be slowlyroasted to death all while screaming in agonizing pain. The bull was purposely designed to amplify these screams and make them sound like the bellowing of a bull.

2. The Judas cradle

This punishment has the victim sitting on the pyramid-shaped cradle, after which they would be forced down on it by ropes with the intent of stretching the victim's orifice over a long period of ime, slowly impaling them. To add more pain, the victim was usually naked and the device was rarely washed. So if the torture did not kill you, the infection contracted from it would.

This device was also shown in the game "Amnesia: the dark descent".

3. Iron maiden

The torture consist in closing the person into the structure, when in there, the victim was unable to move due to the great number of steel spikes impaling them from every direction. The interrogator would scream questions at the victim while poking them with jagged edges.

This device was also shown in the game "Amnesia: the dark descent".

4. Breast ripper

Used to cause major blood loss, the claws, which were often red hot, would be placed on the exposed breasts as the spikes penetrated beneath the skin. It would be then pulled or jerked causing large chunks or flesh to come off with it.

Abandoned house: 2

Yet another story of abandoned house.

This house seems to be frosen since it was abandoned. There are also cloths hanging up to the bath, and all kind of personal hygiene left in the bathroom, just awaiting for the owners to return.

This was a work of Dave, from a photolog called Freaktography http://freaktography.wordpress.com/

Dave was able to speak to the home owner's daughter, I don't know if she is still alive. Through his conversation, he learned that the house was willed to a local church when the owner passed away, and that the daughter and the church were in a dispute over who will recieve the land. The mysterious part, is the question why her belongings were left in the house for over 30 years.

Abandoned house

Abandoned places has its magic, and even more, when they have a secret in it!

There are a lot of people who found great things in those houses! 

Let's see!

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One guy communicated to his friend that there was an abandoned house, and gave him the coordinates.

The house seems to have been abandoned for 30 years, because it has very antique stuff inside. 

There were old photos, probably of the family that lived there.

Gloss starch, vintage keys, buttons, nails and straw broom. Also, someone's dentures.